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"SOME PEOPLE BLAME OUR GENERATION, BUT HAVE THEY EVER STOPPED TO THINK, WHO RAISED US?"

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Yeehaa, my room now has a new look after me and my dad painted it on Saturday evening. I love the colour, it's my favourite colour you know, haha. We started at 4.30 p.m and finished at 8.30 p.m, wow! It took 4 hours, so long ah? So, I'm done with my room except the furnitures, still survey-ing for a new one. New bed, new wardrobe and what else?

love,
farrah

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Hi!

It's been awhile since I last post, right? Sorry for my absence, i've been busy the whole week. So, what are your plans during the school holiday? Hey, know what? I really really want to go to Penang, aha I don't know why, hmm maybe because I want to go to Queensbay Mall. Tak pernah pergi ) : My parents are always busy during the school holidays, why ah? Ahaha, nvm just forget about it.

I miss all my classmates, which is very hard to believe. Because, I was the one who always hate them. Okay, it's not hate. I just don't really like them, I guess that's the perfect word. Hahaha. But, everything's changed now. Yeah, EVERYTHING'S CHANGED.

Let's move to other topic, I'm going to Sepang tomorrow, visit my grandma there and I wish I can go to Alamanda. Please Papa, take me there. I want to buy some things. Hihi. I guess that's all for now.

love,
farrah

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Hi!

Class party was fucking great! Had so much fun! Oh my god, I miss my classmates so much! Woooh, the best time ever! I LOVE YOU GUYS :) I'll miss 2009 so much! And I just wanna say that I'm so sorry if I ever hurt your feelings, anyone lah especially my classmates because hmm, aku selalu kutuk korang, yes, EVERYDAY. Only Yasmin knows it, I think so. Haha, and again, I'M SORRY :)

Will post photos LATER, and maybe I'm not going to blog for a few days. I'm very busy

lots of love,
farrah

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HAHAHA YOU'RE SO FUNNY! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING WHEN I READ YOUR BLOG. YOU ARE SO 'PERASAN'!

woohoo, no offense.

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I hate when people judge me by the way I look because life is still hard for me each an everyday that's why I rather laugh now and cry later

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Hi.

I'm supposed to go out with Tiqa and Syaz and Syaz's sisters today, but then Tiqa cannot go so I was like "Why should I go if she can't go?". So, everything was cancelled, again.

And tomorrow morning, I got something BIG and IMPORTANT to do. Wish me luck :)

love, farrah

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Hi.

H called me last night and I didn't pick up the phone or called him back. It's H okay, not 'he', haha. And hmm if he text me tonight, or on any other day, I'll respond this way, hmm "Who's this? " or maybe "I don't know you". Haha that is so m-e-a-n. Okay, let's forget about this. You don't have any idea who am I talking about, right? Oh, he's just my ex.

So, tomorrow is my brother's 16th birthday! Whoa, he's getting older, haha. What can I get for him? Hmm wait, I don't want to give you anything, I just want to say that, I hate you. That's all. Hmm, maybe I should say, I love you. Eee yek! Hahaha. And he's going to school tomorrow, so I think this is the FIRST TIME in his life, he'll celebrating his birthday at school. Cos usually, his birthday is during the school holidays.

And yeah, my birthday is on 28th of December and it's during the school holidays TOO. Every year is just the same, I wish I could celebrate my birthday at school but it will only be a dream. Oh, now I remember, I've felt it once, it was in 2007. That time there was a, ahh what eh, hmm "Kemasukan Pelajar Tingkatan 1" or whatever you called it. Oh yeah, only once in my life, kan? Haha. That day was awesome, I will never forget those memories :)

And that was in 2007, and now it's almost to the end of the year ) ; One and a half month left, then we're going to the new year. Oh god, time passed very quickly. Uh, I don't know what to say anymore, I guess I have to stop now. Bye-bye.

love, farrah

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I want to change my blog's url. Can anyone give me ideas? I want something that interesting, or cool so that I will NOT change my url again. Thank you.

love, farrah

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"JUST KEEP TRYING, JUST KEEP TRYING, JUST KEEP TRYING ..."

Hi!

Just ignore the things that I wrote up there.

My cousins, aunt and uncle are staying over at our place for four days starting from this Friday. And my dad decided to paint the living room on Saturday morning. So, that's the reasons why I can't go out on this Saturday. At first, I felt very frustrated, angry and blabla but when my dad said that we're going to paint the living room (tingkat atas), I felt so excited! Haha nak buat jugak sebenarnya :p I don't know what colour that my dad already chose, and I don't care as long as I can also paint.

Oh and, class party also will be held on that day. I think I'm going but I don't know what to wear. I think I'll just wear t-shirt with cardigan and jeans. Haha, I don't want to wear a dress. Uh, okay, it's not that I don't want to wear it, but I already told my mom that the class party was cancelled, so we don't have to buy a new dress. And now, it's already L-A-T-E to go and buy a new one. So, what should I do?

Okay, so this Friday is the last day of school, for my class lah and some other classes. I'm not sure wether I'm coming or not, becasue uh you-know-me, I hate going to school on Friday. *I've said this many times

Maybe I'm coming! Just wait and see :)

I think that's all for now, I want to continue reading this book, "Geek High", I borrowed it from Aimuni. And I'm really addicted to that book, thanks Aimuni.

love, farrah

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Hi!

This is the last week of school, oh maan. I will miss my friends especially the girl who sits beside me in the class. Haha it's Yasmin lah. She's freaking annoying but I LIKE to be friends with her.

Uh, and I've planned to go out on 21st of November which is on Saturday, watch 2012 with her and some other friends, but I HAVE TO CANCEL IT! I can't believe this, haha.

Oh, sorry I gotta go. Emergancy emergancy! I'll continue later, as soon as possible, hmm maybe tomorrow morning? Argh. I'll tell you guys why I have to cancel the plan, and what I'll be doing in this coming school holidays.

love, farrah

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Hi!

I gotta say, my exam results sucked so bad and i mean REAL BAD! I got the WORST exam results ever! And it's final exam, gosh! I don't know how to tell my mom and dad about this. They must be very angry with me. Seriously, i've got to work hard for next year, PMR weh. I do not want to disappoint my parents and I feel so bad right now.

BYE!

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There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

I found these quotes, and I love the first one :)

love, farrah

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Hi!

Good morning people. I didn't get my period for almost two months so now I'm in pain. I got my period yesterday, I'm so lucky that I didn't come to school yesterday, cos I don't know how to handle all these if I was at school. I mean the period thingy.

So, I'm going to school today. Me, Shra and others had planned something to do today. So, I must go.

Hmm, I want to talk about the class party but I'm not in a mood to write anything about my class. I freaking hate them. Sorry, but I have to say this. I don't know why people like you can be our **** *********. Oh, maybe because you're too responsible right? You make everything perfect! All the things that you've planned for us is PERFECT right? I said, PERFECT! And you didn't want to hear any of our decisions, you made all the decisions by yourself, and we have to follow what you say. Macam tu eh? Oh you're so selfish, girl. So, Yasmin is not going to the class party, how about me? I haven't decide it yet, argh. Okay, forget it! Maybe I'm not going too, so what we have to do is just go to her, I mean that girl, and say "HEY, WE'RE NOT GOING! WE DON'T LIKE YOUR PLANS. SO, ENJOY THE PARTY WITH OTHERS". Haha no manners, we are so rude if we say like that to her. Uh, nevermind, I'll think about it LATER.

Btw I'm sitting facing to the sunlight, so like silau gila sekarang ni. Oh maan, I can't stand it, I have to tell my bibik to 'pasang' the curtains here, bye!

love, farrah

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Hi!

I was googling for something, but then I found this.

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Do you agree with this? I think it's true, but that doesn't mean I hate love. Crushing and dreaming of someone is fun, and thrill. Haha

love, farrah

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Hi!

It's 10.12 a.m and I'm so damn bored. Yesterday, I bought the 17's Nov issue and there was like a lots of New Moon's stuffs in this issue. Fyi, I'M NOT A FAN OF TWILIGHT, NEW MOON AND BLABLABLA. Huh, so weird because all the girls out there is totally crazy in love with Taylor Lautner. Am i right? So, if you want to talk about New Moon or T.L, look for someone else, not me.

So, I spent the entire day cleaning up my room. Because the school's holiday projects are :

Rearrange the furnitures in my room & PAINT THE WALL!

Wohoo, I can't waiiiit! I think the new arrangement will give a freshier feeling and makes me happier. Hahaha. I don't know about you all, but I am really excited when it comes to this part, decorating my room and give it a new look, seriously I'm happy about this.

Btw, I watched Chelsea vs Man U last night, wooo BLUE and RED and guess what? I fell asleep in front of the tv. I was so tired, but I don't care, it's just a football, it's not important plus I'm not a fan of Chelsea or ManU. I just wanted to know who's win, that's all. And when I woke up this morning, my brother said that ManU lose, wow! Good news, love it :p

So, I think I better stop now. I got to ready for school. Catch ya later, bye

love, farrah

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Hi!

Let me tell you something.

1. I can't open Mozilla Firefox, so I can't update my Myspace's profile, so now I'm just using Internet Explorer, and fyi I can't even open Myspace 2.0 profile through I.E
2. I can't change my Twitter's background
3. I can't download a video
4. I want to add some gadget in my blog, but I CAN'T. There's an error

What else?

Argh, there's many more, Internet Explorer is so damn slow! And I hate it. Mama, you need to get a new computer. I said a NEW COMPUTER, not a laptop.

love, farrah

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Hi!

Yes, I didn't blog for almost a month?! And now, you see, my blog is empty. I mean this is the first post right? Yeah, I've deleted all the previous post and will start with a new one. And so is Yasmin. I think she will be active in blogging again. Me too, i hope so because I think blogging is fun and interesting.

So, yesterday went to school to take the textbooks for next year. Brought my phone to school, and suddenly, someone told us that ada spotcheck. I forgot who came to our class and said that, but I knew they were just joking. They wanted us to be like 'kabut' and all, shit.

Then, all of us had to go to the Science Lab to take the textbooks. We all were supposed to carry the books and put it in our class, but these two bitches, they just looked and didn't do anything. They just depend on us to carry all the books, like whaaat?! In the class, ustazah called a few people to help to 'bahagi bahagi kan buku' to us, and you know what those bitches did? They were acting like they wanna help too but actually, they chose the books which were still new, not the old one. And one of them chose the book, yg konon kononnya her ex-boyfriend's book! Sumpah, shit shit shit! And actually we had to wait for our turn to take the book, not pretending like you wanted to help but you took a chance for your own good!

So, you know what I did next? When the two of them went to the toilet, I quickly changed my BM's book with her book. That's all I managed to do. We (me and Yasmin) were just afraid that they will suddenly appeared in front of us and saw what we have done. Okay actually we didn't even care if we got the old books, but we hate them so much! I wonder why they always act 'sesuka hati je', they didn't even care about others.

If I write about what they had done throughout this year, I know it will be the longest post I've ever post but I know it's just a waste. There's no point I write too long because they will never change. And I'm writing all these, not to fight with them or looking for trouble or what, cos I know they won't read my blog.

Ignore the grammar errors, I'm in hurry bye!

love, farrah